Wednesday, November 29, 2006
AHHHH went to mattangs hse to jam today. sighhh it was fun. hahah it's been long huh. haha anyway played with heng and mattang and.... ALEX NG! haha he kept asking us to play numb. moron la hahah anyway. played hotel california and tears in heaven. haha i got the whole song. except the chorus. sighh im playing chords for most of the songs hahaha.. tmr im practising for that thing you do. haah why so old songs hahaha. oh well. im meeting li in the morning too (: cant wait. hahha.. going with heng and i left her keys in mattangs bag sighhh.. oh well im damn tired. shall sleep now hahha (:
Posted at 8:23 AM
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
sigh. whats a family that doesnt communicate properly? well i dont see a point in anything now. love between siblings? fuck that. my internet is fucking screwed and the wireless router is in my sister's room. all i did was ask her to restart it for awhile but nooo. shes talking to her valuable friends. why the fuck do people create "brbs" or "wait awhile" or "ttyl gotta restart my com" for fuck ah. wah lao eh. just 5 mins also cannot. like she'll die without talking to her friend. what kind of moron is that sia. exams coming still fuck around by watching anime on youtube. fuck la. i think im going out. and staying out. fucking shit face person who slacks in the room opposite mine. fucking cheebye. its not once not twice. it has almost been like what, 5? 6? years already. fucking enough of this shit. i wish i was in the hostel again. without seeing that bitch face of hers. fucking bitch. oh i dont do the dishes, i dont clear my mess, i dont this i dont that. fuck you! you dont do nuts either. " oh i got exams", " oh im tired help me wash the dishes please" fuck you understand. if she wasnt my sister i'll punch her face.
oh latest news. she just said its fucking irritating to be living with you now. well i think i'll just leave then. fucking cheebye. oh yeah the whole world revolves around me huh. think again bitch. who's the one who cleaned the fucking toilet with all the hair and slime stuck to the drainage. whos the one who cleared the fucking choked sinkhole. bloody bitch. who cleans up after her. who shuts up when she asks me to. who lives with the fucking piano louder than my music who has to pick up after you. WHO STAYS UP TO PICK U FROM THE CAB? but noooo u just come up without telling me when i could have been sleeping. yeah yeah im fucking selfish and u dont want to stay with me right. then i'll just fuck off huh. bloody bitch.
just fuck off from my life.
pest.
Posted at 3:10 PM
Monday, November 27, 2006
well i've been thinking alot lately. its going to be around 3 weeks to my results. sighh. my fears are rising again. if some of you know. i was super uber worried for my results after my dnt paper. i knew i flunked dnt cause it was effing hard. i guess i didnt study properly. i totally blanked out during the first 15 mins. i was like shit shit shit. and i saw john laughing around. sighh. i guess it was really hard. i remember the stupid mistakes i made for chem and physics. sighh. i thought i would do well for the mcq but i only got a 31/40. i mean i could have gotten 3 or 4 more marks. sighh and now its all up to the section 2. im so hoping for like abt 60 marks for both. means 30/60? thats a just pass. hahaha. oh well i guess if im really not cut out for sec 5 i guess i have to start working. i dont exactly know the meaning of hard work now cause i dont really work my ass off.. heh i mean who well.. lol i did at home for abt 4 days and now im slacking my butt off. haha. my math paper was good though. i wrote down stuff on my arm to check the answers with other people and i totally forgot what my loser math teacher said haha. oh well that makes me to loser i guess.. i didnt know what was tallying so i just put a number. it was suppose to be the lines. omg. I FORGOT! but i think i can do well hehe. english was fucked as well. sighh, okok i must stop. im going to play poker with li (:
sometimes i just wanna escapePosted at 3:08 PM
Sunday, November 26, 2006
sighh i feel like a maid. for fucking sake. im not. i stuck my fucking hand into the sink hole to scrub the slime. now i have to clean the toilet. its just going to be dirty again la. wah lao eh.
oh well. i wanted to do it sooner or later. if not my mom wont be able to sell the house. she doesnt seem to be doing anything. oh well fuck it. im fine with anything. theres nothing that i havent experienced yet if i stay here. oh well. i guess its fine. im living in my own social status area. im not like my sister who has high aims. well some say its pessimistic or unrealistic. but i dont want to be over optimistic. i do dream. and i have dreams. but are the dreams far from grasps? well thats the reality. i just watched a beautiful mind and its making me think alot. about other people. why do they think in such ways and what makes people want to change. like my sister. she wants to move out of my neighbourhood sooooo badly that she's not happy with whatever's here in the house and makes me do her shit. she wants to sell her clavinova and she's asking me to do it for her. sighh.. oh well why cant she do it herself? she's soo high class. tsk tsk tsk. oh well lifes like that. lol
im going to cook supper. im hungry heh (:
Posted at 1:04 AM
Saturday, November 25, 2006
SABAI SABAI hahaha...
went to vivo today. met don first then we went together. haha saw chinneeeyyy at amk mrt station. still as all rounded eh? hahaha. i dunno why i keep listening to this song hahahaa bird bird bird tong chai hahaha... sabai sabai hahaha what does it even mean!? haha
anyway we walked around vivo and had long johns. sighhhhh the blazer i want isnt there anymore. i have to search other stalls =( AIYOOOOO i want that blazer la! hahaha oh well. i shall search hahaha. played time crisis 2 omg la. i got owned. hahahaa... aylwin won with only 2 tokens.. SHI BAI LEH hahaha.. oh well.. im damn tired. haha but im going to play fade to black again hahahaha (:
see you (:
Posted at 12:13 AM
Friday, November 24, 2006
OMG SHIT YOU HENG!!! HAHAHAAH WHY THE FUCK U PIERCE YR EAR!!!! HAHAHAHAHA KENA CAUGHT BY YR MOM ALSO! HAHAHAHAHA DUMB FUCK! HAHAHA DAMN AH BENG HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA...
ANYWAY! OMG FADE TO BLACK IS DAMN NICE IM LEARNING! HAHAHA HENG CAN PLAY IT. FUCK LA. HAHAHA I WANNA LEARN BYEBYE (:
Posted at 2:25 PM
Saturday, November 18, 2006
edits? hahah yeah
sorry guys. misunderstood you. well. i was moody thats all. piles up la. if u know what i mean. i guess i was wrong as well.
i think i can start figuring out who are the friends?
i wonder why i wasnt wanted there. kindly tell me?
yeah no worries. im calm. got my beauty in my room (: red, wooden, beauty (:
Posted at 10:31 PM
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
ahhhh second post i think i cannot remember. i just finish work already. nothing to do now. sighh..
rejected and alone i am.=(
with regards to the song haha im falling. fallinh sick that is. my gosh i think im down with flu, cough, cold and sore throat which is still healing. sighh...
you're not really helping.
Posted at 9:31 PM
savin' me
Prison gates won't open up for me
On these hands and knees I'm crawlin'
Oh, I reach for you
Well I'm terrified of these four walls
These iron bars can't hold my soul in
All I need is you
Come please I'm callin'
And oh I scream for you
Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin'
Show me what it's like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I'll show you what I can be
Say it for me
Say it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me
Heaven's gates won't open up for me
With these broken wings I'm fallin'
And all I see is you
These city walls ain't got no love for me
I'm on the ledge of the eighteenth story
And oh I scream for you
Come please I'm callin'
And all I need from you
Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin'
Show me what it's like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I'll show you what I can be
Say it for me
Say it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me
Hurry I'm fallin'
And all I need is you
Come please I'm callin'
And oh I scream for you
Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin', I'm fallin'
Show me what it's like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I'll show you what I can be
And say it for me
Say it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me
Hurry I'm fallin'
Say it for me
Say it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me
Posted at 3:20 PM
Sunday, November 12, 2006
oh what a day at sentosa
ahaha. well. was working a few days back. gosh it was fun haha. yet tiring haha.. the first day we were picked up from harbour front. outside sentosa gantry. i called up the guys. well . it was tim, chu sheng, leo, helmy, xian wen, greg, jotham, jason, and i. haha. it was damn fun! we started off un loading then waited for the rain to stop awhile then we started doing the telematches stuff. it was damn slack. haha. after that we went for lunch break. so much for 1 hr break haha. it ended up to be like 1 1/2 hrs la haha. so we had alot of slacking to do. hah there was another group. they didnt do anything la. haha. they said they needed the sticks haha.. in the end we helped them finish it. haha the othre 2 events were kinda fun. haha. but we didnt really get to play it. after awhile. we had to pack up and prepare to show it to the clients. gosh they were damn picky haha, oh well. snobbish rich people hahahahahaha.. :P
the day ended at abt 6 and we were fetched to vivocity. haha had dinner and met up with yatty and jia. i shared yong tau fu with sheng and ate my chicken rice. it was damn filling hahaha. after that we went to meet tze ping. lol. hes damn fat. i think he's working at GAP haha.. oh well. lucky shit haha.. after that i took a bus home myself. 855. sigh. 1 1/2 hr journey home haha.. reached back at abt 10 or so. i had to make a deal with malcome, the guy incharge said that i would be late. hahaha but i was like the first at harbour front hahaa 6.10 hahahhaa.
okay divert abit. my stupid sis just screamed damn loud cause of a lizard. it was in her cupboard. omg la. she cant catch it. neither could my mom and i cause it jumped out and went behind her piano. now shes angry at us. my god. such a idiot.
okok haha day two was fun la. ahahaha. saw mr chay. haha i didnt know he would even be there la ahaha. i was put with darren. some damn strong guy hahaha.. he was doing logistics with chris. and i was put there too. my gosh its really sai kang. hahah so i changed with some guy lionel or sth like that hehe. so i was put with leo. we slacked like shit la. hahha. i was in the end incharge of sand castles. oh yes the stupid treasure hunt. i was the last person who will tell them the clue. so i told them go to game number 2. simple english right. haha i wasnt even told what the fuck is game 2. so i told them. then they were like. HARRR WHAT IS GAME TWOOO?? then i asked if they played the game yet. they said no. so i told them go to the main area. so they went. okay fine. then another group. it was leo's group. knowing leo with his poor english i helped him by telling them its at the main area. when i told them that. they said. NOOOOO ISNT IT HERE!!!???? THEY SAID GAME AREA 4 RIGHT?!?! THIS IS GAME AREA 4 MA!!!! what the fuck laaaa..... stupid people.. run singapore's tourism sector yet so dumb. if u see people playing a game u havent played yet, obviously you'll know that thats the game left right? i mean i sid GAME 4 hahaha... dumb asses. haha . anyway got paid 70 on that day and got paid anot 10 for the bet with malcome haha.. the guys were great. they told me to keep the 10 instead of sharing it cause i got the job for them haha thanks guys.. ahhaa.. after that. we met on friday again. to go out haha. collected the rest of the money. it was fun. hahaha.
then saturday. i went out with the few people again. cause it aws helmy's birthday hahaha.. went to town and then played pool. i beat jia!!! wahahhhaa.. quite lucky actually heh. after that played dota. wah damn sian la. used sladar. dam hard to play la. sheng kept creep ksing me hahaha.. so cant farm or lv for nuts. i only took his shared exp. wtf right hahaa.. oh well had dinner. the char kuay teow was damn nice :P hahhaha.. oh well.. got more work now.. gtg!!! (:
Posted at 7:08 AM
Friday, November 03, 2006
ow my tongue
sigh i bit my tongue during dinner =(
arghhhhhh im in pain haha.. woke in the morning, then ran up my flat from storey 1 to 13 then walked down back home. then i went back to sleep :P
it killed my calf haha.. but well i felt good. haha its been long since i had a good exercise heh. after that woke up from the angel's voice haha. then i came online. wah it was soooooooooooo boring. so i went up and down my flat again haha. then i went for lunch. alone =
haha. but then again. i didnt get to say byebye to her when she went offline. i was asleep. sighh. hope she's having fun at church haha.
then at 7 plus i went for a jog. wah i couldnt even run much. my calf was killing me throughout the whole run so all i did was walk haha. oh well.. its been long. yes its been long haha.
watching charmed now. sigh. had quite a heavy dinner, considering the fact that i didnt eat breakfast and had sandwiches for lunch haha.. oh well.. im going off now. sigh
i miss you.
Posted at 9:05 PM
Thursday, November 02, 2006
wah lao
haha im getting so damn lazy haha. was suppose to go jogging this morning. wah laoo ehh... looks like i lost the bet hahaa.. i just woke up, and its like 12.30 now heh. actually i did wake up. but well. hahaha so lazy! ahh! hahaha okay i'll do some exercises later in the afternoon haha.. sigh
been jamming. lol online. nothing to do at home la. im going to call dunno what guy abt the job thing. i hope we get it :P haha .
aiya nothing to talk abt already hahaha oh well byebye (:
Posted at 12:29 PM
